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Mads317
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Name: Mads317
Birthday: 3/9/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Riding horses, playing games, writing, reading, acting, sometimes directing (though I still don't have a video camera), Wicked (the greatest musical in the world), Gerard Way, Ally, Miriah, Madison, Cow, Brat, My Chemical Romance, Muse, picutres, cameras, oh and now i got a freakishly awesome guitar!
Expertise: Riding horses (English saddle), tech stuff for plays, playing piano, playing GUITAR, and speaking French.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/5/2005
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| Something Brat did... 
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| So yeah. I saw Jer again today. Oh yes...it was..interesting...
I honest to gawd never thought it would possibly be that hard for me to let him go...I couldn't...just couldn't...not after what he did...
I thought I was going to have to push him out...
But I couldn't...
He held me closer than anyone has ever held me before ((I know I'm going girlie...shuttup)). Well...I've been held kinda like that...but it was either a) from a good friend and it wasn't the same kind of hug or b) from someone who turned out to be an asshole. Oh yes. The b one was an interesting situation...considering I didn't even want to be held by him. I hated that moment...and I still do. Forced affection is never wonderful. Not at all.
But with Jer...that's so different. He's a true guy...through and through...^^;; Not gonna lie there. But he respects me like I've never been respected before...
And when he held me tonight sooooo close...SO close--I honest to gawd thought he would make me stop breathing--I felt something there. Like...he wasn't holding me just because it felt good to him...but because he wanted to hold me like that...and protect me. Never let me go...
Never have I been hugged like that before. Closest I've ever gotten to that was a hug from Cow the day after he fought off one of the many assholes that invade my life. But Jer...wow. *shakes head* I just can't get over the fact that he actually wants to hold me that way...I'll never get over that fact. Never. Ever.
I could ramble on for hours but...I'd rather not...since I'm kinda sleep...*yawn*
<3
Maddie | | |
| ^_^ I'm happier now than I've ever been really. It's been a month and a half! =D ^.^ My two months is coming up in two weeks. Yep! You guessed it...I have a bf. And he rocks off my socks. And is just plain awesome. ^_^ Merry Christmas folkizzles.!!! | | |
| The Black Parade So I can post this somewheres else! ((sorries..it's the only way fellaz ^^; I knu I'm sorta wasting my xanga)) 
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